Why am i mentally, physically and infectious ill while everyone is burnt out and mad at me? I can't handle what they can't handle

[Against_the_current]

Hey, i can't. I'm coughing, i can't walk, mom's on the edge. Sis has been coughing all month and on top of that i sprained my knee and mom got sick too and she's going insane and i depend on her. I tried to talk to my therapists - the freaudian one said i did it on purpose and the cbt one was really mean. I asked her if we can have a later appointment because mom's here and i want to talk to her and she lashed out she's busy. Mom got my infection but she's sure it's because of stress. I depend on her fully as i can't walk and she's saying her life sucks and it keeps getting worse and worse. I feel like it's manifesting. Others be like "hi, how are you- fine, thanks" and we're just miserable . Now she, my therapist , just called me and said she is on the verge and she's taking my discount for colleagues out and i will pay not only the full price but the increased prise as well.

[SoporRose]

I can tell you’re upset when I can’t follow everything you’ve written. I’m so sorry for all of you. It sounds like a miserable situation.

How long before your doctor thinks you can walk again?

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

I am. A month since i was in the hospital so like the end of January