Ive said so much and done so little. Feel trapped staring homelessness in face. My brother moved my mother closer to him and farther from me. Really alone now.
No life anymore. Its one thing to have this illness and have family its another to be isolated old and by self.
I live alone too and some days it’s so hard for me. Lately my anxiety have heightened that I can’t even sleep at nights. I pray we find the strength.
That is truly hard, not having your family around you when you need them most. I hope something in this day brings you some peace. Possibly a phone call to just touch in with those you are missing? Although I know even that can be difficult, making a call. I am glad you posted and are here with us. Be good to yourself today in some way!
Is there even a remote chance you can move and be in same town with your mother and brother? Praying for you.
I hope thats how it works for you. Im very tired and beaten down.
I am suffering alone 
All alone
Alone Alone Alone
Alone
Alone
