A lot going on

[Huami]

I dont know where to start either. I am a 30 year old now. With no job. With no hope or lots of day dreams. For this far after graduation I have done 6 jobs and now again I resigned from that also. This is so hard. I want money. But these jobs barely pays me.

In other hand I have no consistent experience either. I am thinking of starting IT career. But I am not sure.

Despite that, I have been overweight for my entire life. Since Birth. There were some fluctuations but here I am with big tummy.

I have visited psychiatrist 2 times. They were saying nothing. It didn't workout. May be i had to go for a counsellor.

I am pretty disappointed about me. I want to and I have to do something to make my future stable. But I need big things. Actually I have nothing.

I have no relationship and I am in love with (some what serious) a public figure. He doesnt know me. Its just a fan crush.

I dont know what to do.Id anyone was here in ur life please let me know how to and where to start making this better. Before I die. (I mean I have a fear of dying like this. I want to achieve something before die.)😒

[Vonus5591]

It’s hard life and we have to keep applying to jobs. As long as you’re trying you have hope. Keep looking for apprenticeship or training

[Huami in reply to Vonus5591]

Thank you

[Hidden]

I’m sorry you feel like this. Write a list of your priorities and start there. Like Vonus5591 said keep applying, apprenticeships are a great idea. Self care is also a priority which many people miss off the list, which can impact your health….this is your starting block. Good luck and let us know how you get on 🤞

[Huami in reply to Hidden]

Thank you