Am i meant to be like this forever?

[Kunjichirutha71]

I always feel like Im not worthy of love...I m scared of being too close to anyone as ill always end up hurting them in one way or other. i believe no one likes me (even i too) because of my weird habbit of being myself. I cant never be a good friend or anything..Ill keep distance ship ,love or such feeling with all who tries to get in touch with me even if i like them..idk what im feeling ..ive got no friends and it feels like a crime to others when i tell them..I am unsure whether i could come out of this strange feeling

[CLB1125]

I can understand how you feel. I like people but I would rather be alone. It seems everytime I get close to someone I end up hurt. I would rather just be alone then I don’t have to worry about if I said something wrong or they don’t want to be around me. There’s nothing wrong being alone if that’s what you are satisfied with. To be totally honest I don’t like when people come over. I’m nervous and tense all the while they’re here. All the while I’m hoping they leave soon. Does that make me a terrible person? Some of us just can’t deal with the change in our routine.

[Weatherwoman in reply to CLB1125]

Feel like you do around Certain people. Too tired to write more now, but, it's okay, at times to be alone --If I am with the Wrong people, then I become Very tense, nervous, quiet, and can't wait till they leave. If with the Right people, it makes all the difference. At least that's how it is for me. Right now, I am living with the Wrong, Wrong people, and I feel SO uncomfortable.