At day i don't want to go back to my accommodation and have to leave sis and adult, at night i see mom drinking and i need to go there asap

[Against_the_current]

Meanwhile im no shape of neither. I need rest. But nooo i will comeback from walking around the same neighborhood for 4 fours until mom falls asleep to find her asleep with the bottle and have her wake up to pee the litres she took, she takes more litres than the car that she doesn't drive and this is concerning to me maybe im overthinking, and she wakes up and alll again. Leave me rest! I can't do this anymore! I'm an easy target in a condition like that. My peers having fun when i just want to d;e.

Important: She refuses help and forbid talking about her problem

[Island2]

If your mom refuse to get help it is so hard to make it happen but you have to get help for yourself first ASAP , we are stronger than we think , reading some quotes related can get you motivate to go, I know your situation is awful but get help and you will succeed , you got this🙏❤️

[CLB1125]

I’m so sorry you are in such a place of pain. Isn’t there anyone else you could stay with for awhile so you can rest? Not getting any sleep isn’t helping your health either. Do you have any other siblings? Father?

[MaineOtter]

I’m so sorry for what you are going through! Please find some help, friend, family, doctor, police, someone to talk to and get help! You need sleep! Not getting sleep makes everything harder to do and get thru! There are shelters where you can go. Get help, ask for help! Talk to someone!

Everybody needs help! But you have to ask for it!

I truly feel for you! I’ll pray for you: strength, healing, protection: peace and love!

Please pray to Heavenly Father for help! He wants to hear from you, he loves you and he will listen to you!

[Against_the_current in reply to MaineOtter]

I need help critically but in my country i can't get it without causing myself more problems or the professionals not caring. I need help so bad

[PuzzleArt]

Have you ever attended Al-Anon? It is a support group for friends and family of alcoholics. I believe it is in every country. It has people there who are going through similar things. I think that is the best description of people who can help. Watching a family member of friend who cannot control drinking causes a lot of pain and struggle to find a solution.