In morning she is Absolutely different. She made me breakfast and tea. Gave me meds. Said she's gonna go to the cardiologist. I'm worried about her. Dad broke her heart and made her drink (i think). He broke my mental health. And Sister's stomache. (i think, hope it's not True). I told her i leaving tommorow morning. She said too soon. I feel guilty for leaving. Dad left, now i leave. And the cardiologist thing. I'm scared. She was so nice and i said so terrible things about her. But at after noon she's different. But i can't bear another night of going insane, also dad can drive me back on Monday morning. Also i have school. But i can miss it. I'm a terrible daughter. What if i kill her? I can't stop crying. Im hiding in the bathroom so i don't bother her. Maybe the best of going back to university city is that i won't harm them and i will see my psychiatrist on wednesday. I don't want to kill my mom. I'm a terrible daughter
I'm the worst daughter. Dad made mom'... - Anxiety and Depre...
I'm the worst daughter. Dad made mom's health collapse, my health, sis health. I don't want mom to die because me and dad are idiots
Yikes, girl, you're giving me a headache. (Kidding). Ok so, rehash time: you can't control others, you don't kill people, you don't make people sick, other people don't make people sick, you're a good person stuck in a crazy world, etc.
I'm glad you're going to see a psychiatrist! Well done for taking that step! I'll be anxious to hear how it goes (only if you want to share of course).
Hi again,How are you feeling?
Hi. I got prescribed 2 anti psychotics and the paper says only 1 and i'm worried
I'm not sure I understand. The doctor said he'd prescribe two but then only wrote one on the prescription?
Wrote the two but then i read i shouldn't take 2
Oh, I see. Have you spoken with your doctor about this?
I haven't because i found out after the appointment