Myself

I am 39 years old. Fight (?) With social anxiety, depression, ocd, stress which make my life bad than hell. I worked Only 3 to 4 months in my whole life ( sosome try to self employment but fail) because of my mental condition. Whole life lived, in family members, friends income. I lost prestige, respect in society. No respect in family, friends.

I have problem with routine life. I cant do many things which can do anyone who is my age. I cant drive car, bikes. I cant play sports like others.avoid people, social situations.

I have higher stress which can trigger my anxiety higher in any low stress situation or where normal people doesn't get stress.

I try to fight my mentel condition but it became worst. I tired to try.

In my country psychology treatment is not easy. Govt. Hospital are not useful. I tried but not helping so I stopped.

And private therapy are expensive. Which is not affordable for me because i am job less.

I am single. I will always be single.

Sorry My English is not good

[LilyAnnepuppy]

Welcome to this community. Hopefully you’ll get some help here. Sorry to hear of your struggles.

[Dolphin14]

Welcome to the community. There are many people here to support you.

I'm so sorry for the struggles you have endured

🐬