By myself

[Outspace]

Hi. I don't really know how this work but I'll give it a try.

So, I'm always alone, there's people around me but at the end of the day I'm all alone. I can be absent for a month or two and noone will notice or try to ask about me but I'm supposed to ask when they aren't around. It just breaks my heart seeing them all together when I'm all alone, we were all friends but just one day they started to treat me like a stranger. I don't even know what went wrong. And I don't like who this matter makes me overthink about myself. I hate this feeling so much. I too wish to have a friend I can share my days with. It scares me thinking I will just be like that for the rest of my life . I don't even know why I'm crying right know.

[Agora1]

Welcome Outspace to this caring forum.It's difficult to be alone when struggling with mental

health issues. Coming to this site will allow you to see

that you are not really alone anymore.

I cried many a tear myself but am no longer afraid. I

have gotten to a place within myself where I feel at peace.

Let us take your hand and walk with you towards a healing space. xx

[Outspace in reply to Agora1]

I totally get u . I'm fine when I'm alone then something happens and I need to meet them and it gets me thinking about the whole situation and questioning myself that maybe I'm the one at fault or that I'm just not good enough for them to think of me as a friend.

[Agora1 in reply to Outspace]

Outspace, time to love and respect yourself and who you are.Never allow someone to make you feel less significant and into

someone that they need and want.

We each are our own person. Maybe just maybe they aren't good

enough to be called a friend. xx

[Outspace in reply to Agora1]

I know. But I'm just exhausted from being alone.

[Celtic274]

Hi outpace it is indeed difficult to make friend but at some point you need to get the courage up to start meeting and socialise with others have you had bad experiences of mixing with others I wish you good luck and take care of your self david j

[Outspace in reply to Celtic274]

I tried many times. Always telling myself that people aren't the same and what happened once can't happen again but it's always the same with me. They would be super nice at the beginning then they disappear just like that

[Outspace]

Well. I just can't avoid them all the time.Plus getting out of my room reminds me that I'm alone.

[Sueislove]

Hello and you are not alone ! We. Are all here to help one another and support the best we can ! I am sorry you feel alone I live alone and with my dark depression and anxiety right now being alone makes it even harder I know ! Know that I am here if you need to talk just message me ❤️💕

[Outspace in reply to Sueislove]

Sorry that u are also alone I'm really at loss of words but I totally can feel u💙

[Outspace]

OK. Thanks for ur support 💙

[mitch404]

The first thing to remember is that one can be physically alone, and yet not lonely. Have you considered joining Meetup groups or getting a pet to keep you company?

[Outspace in reply to mitch404]

I understand ur point. And yes, I've considered getting a pet but I'm really busy with my studies so I'm waiting for the end of the semester

[Hollick]

Sometimes I find it hard being happy for others when I've been down for so long, my thoughts become distorted...it feels that everyone else is getting ahead, but I'm not, my mind has held be back for to long....I'm making an honest effort to change that, because I believe in my heart of hearts there are long-term rewards to be reaped from practicing that, good karma to others, gives back good karma...No, its not a pity party, but rather a plea for some understanding & compassion...please be kind, if you can't then scroll on, feeling very vulnerable atm..thanks for listening...happy St Patricks day!

[Outspace in reply to Hollick]

I really feel happy for them when they are happy. I hope they stay like that for the rest of their life. I just wish that I was part of it