Stuck in a critical point in my life....But, I'll overcome it.

[Dreamer468]

It's been a while since I posted. Currently, I'm in the worst condition in my entire life.

1. I'm loosing mind because I'm studying a course (which I'm dropping) along with trying to pass my Degree back papers along with an unexpected exam that was announced 2 days before. I've been in a chronic head pain for almost 1 month due to this. Parents don't understand because if I drop something they lose their image infront of others about their son in such a condition.

2. I'm sick for a month with cold, body pain, headaches, throat infection, nausea, over sleeping, tiredness and so on. After my appointment with doctor, results was my Blood Pressure is high which surprised the doctor and nurses.

3. I'm overweighted with 99.5 kg. I can't move like i used to. Can't workout consistently like I used to. Having breathing problems. Can't control my diet because my family has adapted to certain diet with processed food, sugar and oil and I'm unable to create my own diet.

4. Concerned about my future because I just have a Bachelor's degree in English.

5. I've been trying to find my path back to Allah the great after spending a distance from my faith in him. Due to the above mentioned health reasons, I can't even do my daily routines properly. So, I'm struggling with Prayers and my faith.

But, I feel 1% hope against 99% of other problems. I believe I will come back to my feet with stronger, more focused and committed than ever.

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That 1% hope is good! As long as there is hope!