I don't usually feel like going anywhere, but I felt like going for a walk for a bit with my fiance earlier.I do sometimes go out with my fiance, but I mostly prefer to stay in these days.
I am trying to get control of my depression, but sometimes it sneaks up on me when I least expect it to.
My fiance always knows when I'm feeling depressed as he makes me laugh by either making it sound like the wrestlers on his wrestling games (when I let him go on it or if he wants to go on them. He's been playing his Tiger Woods golf game recently) are talking in a funny voice, which is his favourite way to make me laugh or he'll just say or do something funny to make me laugh.
My mum's lil pomchi Cross chihuahua dog knows when I need cheering up as well as she'll come over to me and waits for some room to climb up and then she'll climb up into my arms and she'll give me a little kiss and then she'll just lie in my arms and she'll either just lie there or she'll wash my arm or hands. I've added a photo of my mum's lil pomchi Cross chihuahua dog wrapped in one of her blankets as she loves being covered up or wrapped up in blankets.
She's 4 years old and gas recently recovered from an operation on her right knee as she had slipping knee caps in both of her back legs. She had her worst (left) knee done last October and her right knee done earlier this month.
I need a friend, someone to share my moments with. 
I feel like I am losing myself
Will i ever feel like myself again?
How do I know if I deserve to feel good about myself?
Another post, I know. It went so bad with my psych. 
