I got back to my accomodation. I fell asleep around 9pm and now at 1am wake up feeling bad in my stomache and anxious and wanting to be home but i can't withness mom drinking but at the same time here i keep on feeling unwell and panicy at sertain times like 8pm and midnight and I wonder can i live alone, is it the place, if i was home i wouldn't wake up or even if i did i would see sis sleeping next to me and calm, my mind is racing. My acid reflux too
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Again woke up at midnight feeling nauseous and panicy
Hard as it was to be away from your family, I think you made a smart choice. I know you feel miserable and sick, but from everything you’ve written, I believe you would have felt much worse if you had been at home.
That you made a difficult choice and stuck to it is a sign of strength and progress and I applaud you for taking care of your sanity.
Thank you. I'm crying. Thank you so much for always rooting for me ,🥹❤️
Eventually, you're going to graduate and be able to establish yourself, a little bit at a time, as more and more of your own person. I'm looking forward to seeing where you end up and who you become.
Me too. Im struggling now with choosing a career and what i can work with my issues
When you say "choosing a career" is that the same as or different from choosing a master's program? I don't know how it works in Bulgaria. Can you choose your career by taking whatever opportumity is farthest from your mom?
Yeah, it's same. I have to choose what im going to work to choose masters. I want to stay in this city