Sometimes, we all ( i think everyone, may b wrong) have encounter with some human beings , people, situations, environment etc, which we realise with the course of time, that the above things n many more such, are not worth to spend ourselves on them, not worth enough for us to invest in them ( I'm not saying they are not at all worthy, what I'm trying to say is, they are not worthy for our energy, but can be for someone else and I dont have any conflict within me regarding other's worth n all ,I never judge/analyse ppl in generalised way, it depends simply on wat I mutually share with them)... so as I was saying, with the course of time, we do realise whether we are investing our energy in right direction or not. The efforts, the investment we put in be it emotional, mental, physical, financial etc in any other possible way.
The problem is not ,that why we encounter such situations, this is what life is!! But once we realised, its important or better say will be best for our own wellbeing to stop investing our energy and try to come out of that. But somehow, we ( atleast me) get stuck in it, cant or may be not trying to stop it, reason can be logical or hopelessly vague ( obviously I can try to convince both reasons to others)... but truth is I'm not able to stop it, come out of this!! It might be possible that knowingly or unknowingly it has become my comfort zone or may be it satisfies my ego or it has become my weakness or may be I'm more afraid of losing than draining out myself, reason can be anything. I understand what harm its causing to me, how much I'm losing myself in this process, I'm constantly making efforts to fill up other's glass when I know I'm draining out fast. Its getting complicated or better say I've made it complicated n continously failing my efforts ( whatever small I'm making). I know its not happening just with me, I'm not alone in this boat of not able to getting out of situation, there are many others like me out there.
My intention behind sharing this is very simple: dont repeat or do the same errors which I've made or I'm making, even if one of those who are reading this, find some thing worth frm this writeup to implement in (H)is/er life, to save him/herself... I'll be blessed n grateful.
To conclude this I can add this much only: 'coz its life, sometimes we succeed and sometimes we fail.... keep trying is the key n giving up is not an option!!
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Did I do something wrong?
I'm sorry everyone, I don't deserve you. I'll leave. 
my psychiatrist cant figure out whats wrong with me either i really need support
Please don't give up.
I Reach For You (a poem)
