For G--- best friend has stage 4 cancer again..

G and i endured a real smuck of a boss.......only person who didnt drop me when i got a divorce from a mean wife to my son........be busy surviving my self - really couldnt be there or him the way iwanted.......but he told me his nurses took good care of him.......

for u Buddy........give em hello.......wth u all the way pal................go trail riding .......later on.......two horses.........one rider.........but ur still comng with me.........only person who was there through thick and thin for me...........keep fighting pal keep fighting........

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Brig, I am sorry to hear about your best friend's health issue.

He is truly blessed to have you by his side through thick or thin. xx

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lack the right words.........v vv v v v kind of u .........very..........does**** help.........

(reflects on the kindness of the sender........u honor peoples feelings and we dont have to be machines........again lack the words but.................he and i endured the worst boss.......for so long........we were mutt and jeff and ...............hes a good guy .......who doesnt deserve this........same as so many good people dumped on by life and suffering in silence..........course id never share it with others .........thank u more than i can say..........sure u get the gist of what im saying...........again.........reflects the kindness or gracousness of the sender.........and it does.............make a difference)))) hard to believe he could be gone in 18 months.........fortunatlely we both fighters........bunker buddies comrades whatever........

time to gear up for the big fight ahead.........

thank u again.......

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dont talk about it but lost a wonderful wonderful woman love of my life 8 years ago........finally realized i can put her name under any painting........always with me........but then ..........i can say that here with people like u Agore 1.......why people apply psycology and logic to people ........is a mystery to me..........logic?? to people.??? we are human beings emotinal creatures no matter what the intelect says..........shocked people dont know that...........logic??............parents will travel thousands of miles to get their child to St judes.........ish............logic?? pcsycnology???? get a life............once people are part of u...........thats it........never goes away.......let go turn the other page..........all horse manure...........permanant part of ur fabric..............cant believe people dont understand this...........

Know people like u do..........

DUNKIRK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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always will me my darling..........always.......with me.............thankful ur in a safer place.............

buterfly

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

How beautiful that is Brig xx

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You have such a kind heart Brig. I respect and admire you. xx

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ur name - State Farm- Greg and others........are underneath the painting.......cant be removed........immortal........cant embarass but no one can touch remove edit ...for all tme- Dr Nair/dr Li and Staff/Tommy and others.......very dear very special..........no one the wiser.......get to love the people u love.......and no one can take them away - ever........,,,,,,,,,,,,many forms of power in this world........when u iive with the enemy so to speak and cant keep a journal.........u find places to hide things right under their very noses........they can look all they want......the secret is rel safe here.........to my love.......the love of my life........always with me my love .......always...........someday when i am dust.........u still my darling will be there.......no one can hurt u or touch u ......

start of painting-

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u really never know how many paintings are under a painting.....and they only xray the masters......lets get real........right under their noses......u can say whatever u want and laugh and endure their smuckness...........many many forms of power........i may have to work for dr smuck or mr or mrs smuck.......i dont have to respect them............that has to be earned.........or not................i can immortale anyone i want to......right under their noses..........

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people like u allow it -- ive had lots of doctors mock it,...break it.......people like u.....restore ur faith and hope.....to me its the other way around ...but thanks........i divorced my ex as she was sooooo mean and cold -`15 years was enough...my family freaked......always the husbands fault in my family- always know better even though we are ones who live it.........many people have familes like that or spouses........the woman i spoke of was the only person that ever wanted me emotionally time interested in my art......true companion.......horrendous PTSD because her father had been soooo cruel and former boyfreinds.........she let me protect her and care about her........rather than push me away .......both my mother and my ex ironically...........so she came into my heart and let me hold her.........which i havre tried to allude to here at this site.......she approached me and had notig to do with what so ooo many women in our society are told...............she was kind caring and let me hold her and be protective ..................huge huge loss but i had to look for work across the country........finally away from her cruel boyfriend.........used to use her a punching bag.........shes with a good man now.........thats the main thing...........but yes i still mourn for her........i would never share that anywhere else........had doctors mock people -their problem........mornign doesnt needto be fixed - u cant mend a broken heart with drugs.......only one thing heals al that.........lots of pepole suffer depression from a hundred reasons..........not just standared 101 its a mood disorder or whaterver..............have to really spend the tme geting to know students horses collegues. etc..........not cook book approaches.........one lsice of bread the same as the other.............people like u who know life and people............know its not just standared brain chemistry when loved ones pass or someone loses their cat or dog..........etc..............why i get annoyed ith clincial doctors...................sorry to vent.........life and people far more complciated than cookbook brain chemistry 101........thank u for ur kindness...........like i said.........all of us to a degree long for the right ohter half.....mature companionship in life...........we all help each other cope and ..............not cookbook chemistry.........i guess been around animals too mcuh........they never mock us ..........never say where wierd because we care bout them.............u can care or pet them all day long......never say.........ur too needful.........

who would think that? sorry to go on..........i dont pretend to understand modern thinking and am not remotely interested..........

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

Never be sorry that you go on. My eyes take in every word. That is how we learn

from each other's life experiences. And I thank you Brig xx

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unreal just unreal

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Hey Brig, you’ve been through a lot. It’s great you’re so caring towards your friend. That’s what real friendship is about. 🙂

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grateful