As director and head instructor and professor of equiestrian studies...i told all students all ages........how to earn recomemndations they will ask me to write for jobs when they graduate....u have to play the game......help out be seen be useful in any way......
we had horse shows....sure enought the poor kids the orphan kids....without finaicnces showed up.......sharpened pencils, scoreing, runing in ribbons, getting water for judges....picking up dressage judges score sheets.....whatever.....
the social butterflies who came to lessons....jumped one tiny and jump and rather than watching....sat there yaking and talkng away ....and gossiping....and and
one jump and ur an expert huh....? says i to myself.........one dribble of the basket bal and ur ready for the varsity team huh...
the other kids ...and almost always....the kid wth the worst horse......did exactly what i said
relentless practice priactice on low fences (spare the horse) ...
and.....hitches a ride to come to auditions.........v hot snot mega buck hot shit rider....
guess who.....gets the recommendations to all the connections and all the ...
man......u have my personal word.....that this person will work their tail off and they may not be rich or glamorous but this person.......u will call me back in six months and say ....where can i get ten more of him or her....
shy, acward, scared , meek...stammering in the audition....see....Dr. T ...i dont hafe an y formal jumping education and my dad got me a ride as he had to ship out.....this is his grandfathers old saddle ....i restored........
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guess who.....gets the glowing recomendations, and p;rivate lessons....and all the endorsement from the old grump and long winded himself.........cuz u volunteered...
which shows me ur work ethiic and no onece did this person bitch about having to sharpen pencils....
u listen......to old teachers.....u forget ur fears whihc everyone has.....u listen....u do wahteer u have to to study go to help sessons get a tutor ten tutors ur lucky penny .....ir itakes u ten tmes longer to learn.....then thats what u do....u find.....taht formula that works for u.......u help out gain experience....no experience is trivial.......because
we always watching......those who work
those who are the divas.........
guess which ones........get the personal recomendations......
learn to play the game..............help out.....in a flower shop we dont care....then wil gain in cusomer service and and ndand ur confience will grow and
ull havd a job and clients and a boss that knows ur reiliabel and friends.........
stop .....thinking about fears and anziety that are normla and universal........
every single student or person in the theatre or singer.....is scared to death.....
normal.....but.......the want someting so bad........they grit their teeth and wrok their butts off...........over prepare...........for that audition or job u want........
scared of trhe interview then practice over and over and over.....and over.....
then do it again..........in two weeks time...............mark my words........u will
be ready..............thats.....how it works....
everyone on this site knows that ..........im just the most long winded
just how bad.........do u want ur goal.........that.....is the question.........not that u have fears or depression or oror
who........dont??
My thoughts were going south...
I wish it were my anxiety..
Just when thins were getting better.
Somewhere only you know...
