U can't hate me more than I hate myself

[Idk_myself]

Hi I'm kevin I don't know how to love myself I feel so lonely even if I'm with my family and I don't have friends

[Hidden]

You aren't alone with that feeling, I've been the same way for most of my life honestly...

There are so many people in such a similar situation that we can't see, but unlike them you're taking the first steps towards change. And for as long as that change is in motion, it's all uphill from here

Also if you'd like someone to talk to, my inbox is open. Many of the others on this site would say the same of course

[catsrock]

I'm very sorry you are having such a rough time.

[Sylvain-]

I used to say "people want to be someone else, I want to be anyone else".

The symptoms you describe aren't uncommon at all. However, people with these difficulties tend to live hidden so they are invisible and we believe we are the only ones suffering. I learned to live without friends when I was a child. But that's not a good coping solution: it's so painful when I compare my life with one of normal, well-being, and socially integrated people. So I want to be even more lonely to not witness their happiness.

A very important thing for you is to realize you are not alone in that case. You're very welcome to express your difficulties here. I'm afraid there is no magical solution, but it's surprisingly relieving to exchange with people that understand you.

[Zhangliqun]

What's causing this?

[Taylormidnights]

Hi i am here if you need a frfriefrfriend