Bottles bottles everywhere

[Raggedy-Ann]

I am really full of drugs. wellbutrin 450mg, sertraline 200mg, trazodone 100, clonazepam 1 mg, Hydroxyzine 25mg, promethazine12.5, omeprazole 40mg, cyclobenzaprine 10mg. I am drowsy in the morning but perk up about 8:00AM one cup of coffee and hydrate. I have no appetite in the morning. I go to work for two hours. Noonish I take a big handful of meds+vitamins and supplements and eat lunch. I can usually stay awake for about an hour then I am out for about 2 hours. I try to find motivation to do something or I watch TV. Light dinner around 7:00 PM TV and computer. 9:30 sleep and anxiety meds, hook up to oxygen and try to go to sleep 10:30 maybe midnight.....I am a suicidal mess off my meds, I won't do anymore ECT. I can't remember..... So this is my existence. When I am awake in the morning I try to accomplish a task or two: garden, clean something, maybe try to get rid of stuff I don't use. I am good at advice as I have ridden all the rides in the crazy park. Closing in on night time meds. I am going to try to change the sheets before I fall asleep. Sweet dreams my friends.

[Nothingnoted]

Hi Raggedy, Im taking Buproprion Xl, 600 Milligrams of Gabarpentin, Sertraline, Quiitiapine suppose to help with nerve damage but its supposed to help me relax. It doesnt seem to relax. Im always short tempered and i dontvfeel like going out in public Im here for you. I dont know if you play checkers. I wish i was talking to you in person

[Raggedy-Ann in reply to Nothingnoted]

I remember checkers I went through a bad 6 months for my shoulder, I was put on gabapentin and a ton of Percocet blah blah blah.... For me it wasn't until I was put in a traction machine and I burst into tears. It was the first time in 6 months that the pain subsided. I am sorry to hear about your nerve damage. I am here for you too. You're sweet.

[Nothingnoted in reply to Raggedy-Ann]

i love playing board games. Im a full blown diabetic number 2. Had to cut all sugars and rice because i have a foot ulcer on my right big toe. Im glad your shoulder is feeling better. You know whats pretty cool we are the same age my new pal🤗

[Raggedy-Ann in reply to Nothingnoted]

I saw we are both double nickels. yea

[Nothingnoted in reply to Raggedy-Ann]

Pretty cool

[CL3V3R-G1RL]

I used to joke when I was on 6 different medications 💊 that I take so many pills, I’m surprised I haven’t given birth to a pill. Totally give new meaning to the term pill popper 😂

Gotta laugh to keep from crying I always say. I try to find humor in what I’m dealing with so I can deal.

Hugs to you 🫂❤️

[Raggedy-Ann in reply to CL3V3R-G1RL]

I use humor in stressful situations. I am hilarious in the ER.