its a shame that the nurses comng back from vietnam were both misunderstood and thrown away......by family profession so called mental health people and on and on and on....Even today nurses have some bizarro codes in hospital and often nurses are hardest on others......or mean doctors and admn......not allowed to cry but go to the bathrooms.......and turn on the water......not allowed to feel or not be tough or ..................but they are nurses.........and so have to grieve and go somehwere alone to weep over those they couldnt save or ........they absorb all the suffering and pain as they connnect iwth people and patinets........but punished if they care or are moved or punsihed it they do care or not care or not the right way care.........a totally bizzaro world........i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy..........i suspect only women can endure the mental emotional torture the exhasting schedulse the dipbrained doctors and admin........and then have to live alone to deal with thir private hell sleepless nights nightmares and anandnand..............shame on the medical community that forces inhuman standards........just rediculous.........the only people they can turn to is nobody or fellow nurses who have been there..........everone else pushes the pathetic mhs sstem cookie cutter ....................PMA doesnt work in hosptials.........murphy law rules.......and mh counslers jut make it worse............so sad shameful to the mhs the medical communities nurse educators and supervisors.........insufienct training and throw them into the deep end of the pool and horrrible case loads...........but if u say anyhing........u get mauled by nurses and mhs ..........so...........
i feel greatly for them and walk away and done supporting nursing and getting my rear kicked for doing so..........a lost cause.........pathetic society that abandones and throws away caretakers nurses and ........pathetic shameful wrong.........outragous and again.......just pathetic.
only angels cry or greive or mourn.................never concrete so loud and proud of themselves nothin phases them......never depressed or tired allways an optiamst...........thats becasue they dont live int he trenches with the patients and the work..........all they do .......is bark orders.........soooo exhausting to do so...............not..............its the nursing staff that does all the work all the suffering.......pathetic country and society .......just pathetic..........not allowing nurses to cry...........pathtetic.
Feeling guilty or shameful.
I walked with shame before.. 
The shame of depression
Anyone want to talk about shame?
