Tired. Defeated.

[AsterixSocialanxiety]

My father loved me very much but i lost him. I have a mother and brother who are both very selfish and a husband that i am not sure i can rely on. I am tired at this point and just want to stop existing in this world

[Lookingforhope20100]

i know what thats like i lost my dad 4 years ago but he was the only one that i felt really cared about me my mother is a drug addicted and my grandma is mentally abusive so my words of wisdom are keep holding on fight the good fight and one day things will just work out

[HisDaughter]

I am sorry about the loss of your father and about how your mother, your brother and your husband behave!

There are other people who can relate and I would like to tell you that you and your existence are very valuable and important.

It is very hard to understand why we suffer a lot, but we are here because God put us here and there is nothing that he makes or does that is a bad idea.

I am very sorry your life is painful! I know that your father, who you know loved you so much, would never want you to take your life.

To tell you the truth, there were many times when I saw no purpose for my life either and I strongly desired to stop existing.

I recommend to seek God and to talk to Him often. He will always be willing to listen to us and He has the power to transform our lives and to help us.

You are someone who can bring hope and other blessings to people who are suffering in other ways. Maybe it doesn't feel that way, but the truth is that you are needed.

May God bless you a lot!

[Constellatious]

I'm sorry you're going through such difficult circumstances. I hope you can take time to find something to take your mind off stressful things once in a while. You have support here. How are you holding up?