does it cause you physical pain to think of the people who are no longer a part of your life?I get this horrible tightness in my chest when I think about how happy I used to be and how surrounded by friends I was. I'd give anything to go back and relive those moments.
what kills me the most is how otherson't feel the same way. They do get sad but inevitably they move on with their life. I basically just fall apart, sometimes I end up in the hospital. I've been laughed at and told to grow up by just about everybody, but that doesn't make it any easier to let go of what I had.
the best years of my life can't be behind me already can they? Will I ever meet people who can make me feel the same way again?
I should focused on my future but here I am worried about being lonely.