I’m back, so is my struggles

[SoniaGorgeous]

Hey everyone, it’s nice seeing all of you, but honestly I never thought I’d get back here, I thought for a while that I got better, but it was short lived.

I now know the root of my struggles, I have Borderline personally disorder. Never even heard of it before, but when got tested for it and scored 100% it all clicked, all my sufferings in relationships, fears of being abandoned, replaced and forgotten, being impulsive beyond order, overly irritated and angry/sad, my unstable mental image, depression, how I see the world in only black and white, and my constant desire to end it all.

Can anyone relate? Please if you can, how are you? And how are you managing bpd episodes?

I’m really struggling, I feel like I’m losing my sanity.

[SoniaGorgeous]

Thank you for your support, and I wish you healing

[Blueruth]

BPD is something you can get past. It isn’t a life sentence. DBT was designed to help. I’m concerned you are getting this diagnosis from a test. Was it doctor administered?

[Jackyy7]

Im not BPD but I suffer extremely with everything you said. Literally every aspect.

[TeddyBear3]

I hope you are talking to someone on a regular basis. Are you on meds? They do help. I hope things get better soon.

[TeddyBear3]

It took me awhile to realize my MDD (major depressive disorder) is chronic. I just have to manage it and be kind to myself.

[TeddyBear3]

Your best is enough. I keep telling myself that ad well. We are strong, brave people. Believe it.