Hey everyone, it’s nice seeing all of you, but honestly I never thought I’d get back here, I thought for a while that I got better, but it was short lived.
I now know the root of my struggles, I have Borderline personally disorder. Never even heard of it before, but when got tested for it and scored 100% it all clicked, all my sufferings in relationships, fears of being abandoned, replaced and forgotten, being impulsive beyond order, overly irritated and angry/sad, my unstable mental image, depression, how I see the world in only black and white, and my constant desire to end it all.
Can anyone relate? Please if you can, how are you? And how are you managing bpd episodes?
I’m really struggling, I feel like I’m losing my sanity.