I can't stop crying since yesterday when my roommate made me this remark. My family trying to talk me down, felt worse

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They say "How can hse Treat you like htat?!" as If she knows she doesn't Treat me like that. She's an orc with a crop top, try convincing her (not me) the world isn't hers. And already posted on what dad said, mom said that she does the same and that's why i escaped home multiple times. And my roommate isn't my mom. I got triggered. My therapist also said I see mom in her and get scared. Dad also said she acts like mom.

I know i am for the hospital but in Bulgaria mental hospitals are worse than jail and getting in you should have done something worth going to jail. My only irl friend has been there and she said it's like a horror movie plus harasment and even rapes. I asked my therapist to go and she said I don't qualify as person Who can be accepted there nor survive there.

Edit: I feel best here, in this city, i'm and both mom and dad tell me im not chained here and i'm finishing studies in months and moving out (dad) and can go to Grandma's or home where i feel worse (mom)

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Alright, thanks

[Balloffur2468]

Hey everything will be okay. In a few weeks/months you will look back and laugh at everything. I can understand how hard it is to live with roommates. I am doing it now and hate it. I also had a situation where a roommate acted very similar to a parent. It may be a good idea to keep your distance or leave.

[Against_the_current in reply to Balloffur2468]

Thanks. Yeah, acting like a parent, really triggered me. Hope it's better now