People objectifying me

[Against_the_current]

So i'm really not okay mentally, i'm all alone, therapists Suck, i have 2 friends and they can't even function because of their own mental illnesses, i'm at a new city alone and scared, i m scared of my family. And i just need someone to talk to. Someone to reassure me. And that's why i accepted dms saying "hi, how are you". But it turned out they just wanted nudes and to sexualise me, and when i said no they started insulting me and saying i'm pathetic and to go get lost. They never cared to talk with me. And said im terrible, pathetic and weak in my struggles. I thought we're friends and these guys don't want to talk to me anymore. I guess they never wanted. I h8 human reproducing

I should have gone to Grandma's. Maybe htere i would be too busy to reply or enough socializing or taken care of. Or maybe my family would trigger me and i would need someone to talk to more.

I have to say i wasn't always ilke that. I was regularly abused at highschool and this made me scared of ppl and of social media. When i finally made myself account i would post random stuff and never myself and never answer. Then with my trauma and loneliness i got this need of reassurance. How retarded someone has to be to try to take advantage of a struggling mentally ill person? Just to leave them. Just to say they're pathetic and worse words. To bond with someone and leave just like htat? If it doesn't mean anything why emssaging at first point? Why breaking someone who is vomiting and crying all day? Worse that i got too grateful to someone that actually talks to me and now he thinks some stuff like getting married which i don't want to do. But i can't watch get another person.

I had someone really like me and i messed that friendship or whatever it was and since hten i seek for something to fill the abyss

[Hidden]

You have to be careful talking online because you really don’t know who you’re talking to. On this site there actually used to be someone chatting up women on here, he was saying he worked with homeless youth, he was probably lying. I’m sorry you’ve had these experiences. I hope you somehow get the help you need.

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thanks. It's just so miserable. I have to pay attention just because ppl abuse platforms (and real life) 😟

[Against_the_current]

Thank you so much, Purple! Yeah, it's not right to blame myself for being mistreated and blame myself when all i need is kindness and self love

[Lve2dance in reply to Against_the_current]

A lot of dishonest people on social media platforms.. Easy to hide behind the internet.. It's good to be careful especially off this site

[Zhangliqun]

And that's why i accepted dms saying "hi, how are you". But it turned out they just wanted nudes and to sexualise me, and when i said no they started insulting me and saying i'm pathetic and to go get lost. They never cared to talk with me. And said im terrible, pathetic and weak in my struggles. I thought we're friends and these guys don't want to talk to me anymore. I guess they never wanted.

If it was me, the conversation would have ended when I said no. From then on, if they said anything further, they would be talking to swirl marks in the air. That you were still talking to them after that point is disturbing.

[Against_the_current in reply to Zhangliqun]

Now everyone is blocked, don't make me feel guilty

[Zhangliqun]

The moment nude photos or anything like that comes up, you're outta there, okay?

[Against_the_current in reply to Zhangliqun]

Yeah, immediately blocked. I'm just disturbed ppl want this when all i want is to talk, That's it.

[Zhangliqun in reply to Against_the_current]

Don't be disturbed by it, it's like being surprised by stink around a dumpster. Just move upwind.