I didn't get the job because of my trauma

[Against_the_current]

This is just pathetic. Nobody tolerates me as disabled but everyone discriminates me as one. Do they realise the bitter pain htey left? Now i will hate babies even more. I BEGGED FOR REDEMPTION AND I WAS DECLINED

They didn't even call. I called them and asked and they said im not accepted because of my trauma. Hurts so much. Feels like i'm broken and i can't do anything, i'm worthless. What will i work? And dad, grandparents and so are asking. What am i supposed to tell them? 😭

Should i just lie and say the mentor got ocvid? But they're gonna find out maybe. Or say "they don't want me because i'm mentally unstable" and they will make it worse.

[EndUser13]

Granted I don't know the entire situation but you sound like you're being your own worst enemy. Some things don't work out or just aren't meant to be. We learn from them and move on. Focus on doing the best you can and what you do well, it'll serve you better than catastrophizing or being hard on yourself over the things that didn't work out the way you wish they would have.

Instead of calling yourself things like worthless, perhaps you need to look at what you are good at and focus on the positive. We all have our faults, self-inflicted or beyond our control, the best we can do is accept them and work with them. Try to be kind to yourself while owning your flaws, I'd imagine it would serve you much better than focusing on the negative bits in life.

[Against_the_current in reply to EndUser13]

Thanks

[TrustYourSoul]

What was the job ,what would you have been doing, and didn't you mention in another post that you told the person who interviewed you that you have high anxiety and you hate babies?

Why would a job make you "hate babies"? (which is terrible). You continue to mention despising your father's baby, and that's just flat out wrong, and you need to turn off that hate. You simply need to STOP this.