Panicing

[Against_the_current]

I don't even know how sis is. Idk whether she was at dad's (and got traumatized) or alone (and did sth stupid or offened dad by not going). She isn't replying to my messages. I called mom who just got home and sis didn't want to talk to me. Mom was showing her in the video hat and sis was like "hey, i'm playing" and was playing on her phone. But not replying to me. What is going on with her? Did she do sth stupid alone? Or got traumatized at dad's? Or is just a teen? (She's 15 and the opportunities were 2 - she says alone at home or goes to dad's. I offered to go there but parents didn't allow me to get involved and miss my exam). I'm wondering is she okay. She's gaming when she's stressed. And not replying to me. Interactions with family make me panic but when i'm panicing i need to call and text and text family too to ask If they're okay but get no real info.

My stomache hurts. My roommate brought her dog that smells like a ferret without telling me she will. I will get used to it, i like animals, i'm just panicing now. I should have gotten better here, why am i having these relapses? Wondering whether i need to go home. But i'm anxious even here what comes to home. Idk what to do

[hypercat54]

My advice is to let them alone to get on with their lives. They clearly don't need or want your supervision or control. Sorry if this comes over as harsh but you can't control other people or direct their lives and nor should you be trying.

You need to concentrate instead of getting YOUR own life sorted. I wonder if your over the top concern is a way of avoiding sorting yourself out? Think about this please.

[Against_the_current in reply to hypercat54]

Yeah, it's tiring and contributing to my illness to try to control