I feel like i'm about to cry but i can't. I miss my sister and want her to be okay. I want to hug her sm. I really need a hug

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It's 1am, wonder how my sister is, is she okay, is mom mean to her? I want to hug her for at least 10 mins and talk and play something. I am so alone, racing thoughts, want to cry, so sentimental. Granma gave me an Easter toy rabbit and i miss Bob. I'm worried both Bob and sis will got old and won't want to play with me. I was hurrying for sis to get 18 so she can get away from mom and dad but she will get away from me too and she won't want to play. And Bob is old, he's laying all the time, isn't even doing troubles, i'm worried for him getting older. I have him since dad left and since highschool. The only man in the house besides my sister going disphoric (like i do too) from trauma. And me and sis feel like he's guilty that dad left because he was making noises at night and bothering him and he left. And being left without both Bob and dad is too much. And i'm missing out the Last years with sis and Bob... But at home i was going insane. You see the posts i wrote at home... I'm overwhelmed. The trip. The mate-mom. The washing mashine broke down. I can't breathe

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I'm missing my sister too

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🫂🫂🫂

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🤗Same x