I'm really sick and i'm going home. Kindness is litterary giving me life

[Against_the_current]

I caught Sister's sickness and right now i'm really sick. Mom suggested to take me home because i'm sick. I thought about it all night. I had nightmares after nightmares about home, about dad, about dad neglecting me for stepmother and the kid, i even woke up several times and saw i'm still in the hotel, once i even woke and saw my home - probably got a sleep delir or hallucination. I have never had hallucinations. I hope it was just a fever. At the end i'm going home because i can't move, i can't buy myself food and because mom's birthday is Monday. My sister is being unfriendly towards me and i think she doesn't want me there but i adore her and just want to protect her. Why doesn't she understand that? I love her so much and she's annoyed from me and this makes me anxious. I want to play with her like we used to. I miss it. I will see Bob the rabbit.

I'm going insane from anxiety but what holds me is the kindness i get online, here, from yesterday's international volunteers hangout. They were so kind. I was the only bulgarian but that's better. Also the kindness from here. It's keeping me alive.

[MadBunny]

I'm sorry to hear that you're sick. I hope you can get some rest. I'm sure that seeing Bob will help you to feel better. He will be happy to see you 🐰. Wishing you well. Big hugs from me and my Dylan 🤗🐰

[Against_the_current in reply to MadBunny]

Thank you, i'm really tired from the sickness. Hugs to you and Dyl 🤗

[MadBunny in reply to Against_the_current]

Have a good rest, and plenty of drinks to keep your hydration levels up xx

[Roxylox]

Sending you love

[Against_the_current in reply to Roxylox]

Thanks, to you too