Want god to take me way now from all this suffering

[Di01]

Im now ready to give up on life i h8t everything this condition throws at me

Crying feeling dizzy sleeping 12 hours no energy pains in left side my body snappy just feels so dead inside meds making me up down wanna chuck them in now because 6 wks on them and keep going backwards like when i first started on them how i felt then like this why carry on with them when im feel like im never going to get better everyone keeps saying give it time but there not suffering like me just dont kno what to think anymore and i dont want to carry on

[Marysblue]

Please keep trying, there are treatments That work and some new ones coming out soon. Have you spoken to your doctor about this . Transitioning on to a new medicine can be a difficult time for sure please keep your doctor informed.

Might need to adjust your dose or try another.

Hope you get relief soon.

[Di01 in reply to Marysblue]

Hi sorry for late reply dr just upped the dose feel like this is going to be another waste of time and this well be on going them keep uppering them after a few wks been on the 50 now for 9 days shaky very tired and no motivation to do anything sit and wonder if they'l ever be a light that gives me the energy i need cant keep feeling like my life is wasted h8t this where in stuck in nomans land

[hypercat54]

Hi I do get how you feel but both decisions whether to decide to live or die need conscious decisions and action. It probably takes more action to actively seek to end your life rather than making it better in every way you can. So why not pick the latter?

Life is life and I understand you must be in a lot of pain both physical and mental, but you are still you regardless. Try and carry on and look for the light in the darkness. It is often very small but keep looking and once you find it hold on to it.

[Di01 in reply to hypercat54]

I have very little confidences left now ive been ill since 2020 and more frustrated now than ever all im getting is up the meds

[Genuineguy]

I agree with hypercat. You still matter alot even if you're not in the place you want to be yet. I'm really sorry you've been in so much pain. I understand and I have thought similar thoughts. It helps me knowing you are still here. It helps me feel less alone.

[Di01]

Just been so much of a struggle to keep thinking that one day i'l feel better after 2 yrs of it feel like im losing battle of hope