Worried about leaving Tommorrow

[Against_the_current]

Tommorrow i will go back to university city because of my volunteering and i'm worried about how mom will treat sis when i'm gone, missing sis, how will be sis when i go back home, how mom and sis will take care of themselves, how i will take care of myself, roommates and their friends, will i be able to go home with this pandemic and war, AND traveling, traveling with dad's car, sis wanted to come, i asked dad to clear up the back seats, i hope he understood i ment to removed the baby chair because i don't want to travel 2 hours with it and sis 4 hours with it, i'm worried whether they get home safe and whether they're tired. I asked sis to not Come but she wants too. Also i worry about being alone, taking care of myself, comforting myself on my own, leaving sis and wondering how i will find her and at the same time of being alone i'm overwhelmed by my roommates and their friends and relative always coming and being close to each other but not to me and triggering me. These are the things i can't stop worrying about 😭

[Marysblue]

It's good to write these all down and get them out. Lots of things we can't control. Be still. Trust it will work out.Tell worry, you're not welcome here.

And I write this cause I need to hear it too.

[Against_the_current in reply to Marysblue]

Thank you