Help! This is an emergency. It wasn't just my mental illness. It was real

[Against_the_current]

So i wasn't depressed and having headache over nothing. It turns out i can't even go to the toilet without mom and sis arguing. I came out and sis told me dad's an idiot and he told mom that she complained about her. Then sis went to the toilet and mom told me she's giving us. It turned out dad didn't text mom - mom readed Sister's messages. And she was crying and saying "How could your sister write this about me. Now your dad thinks i'm crazy. She made me blacker that the night. If she hates me so much. I love her so i better give her". I told her that sis wrote this because dad said i'm insane and nothing happened while in reality a lot happened espessially when i was in the toilet. Dad's a gaslighter. And mom hates when someone talks bad about her and went insane. Then she said it's because she Loves us and so. I told her we love her too and we do this because she's manipulating us with giving us to dad. She said she Loves is, won't do it again and started acting nice. Sis came out of the toilet and told me mom was manipulating me the whole time and all the nice stuff, she said was a manipulation. Sis is still cold towards mom. I'm worried. I'm worried about Sister's mental health. Meanwhile i know it's hard for mom to be a single mother and do everything but i know for sis mom is hard to handle. And the worst is that i thought i solve it but sis said it's all manipulation. And still feels bitter towards mom. I'm scared for sis. I can't go to the toilet without these two arguing. I couldn't go to the toilet because i was so scared and i rnded up vomiting from holding it. And i'm moving out on 25th february. I'm worried. I thought it was case closed. This post is connected to my post about mom wanting to give sis like "Sis will have an orphange for her birthday"

Edit : Sis put a password on her computer and now mom can use mine but when i'm gone and she can't use the computer, she's gonna get mad. Espessially finding there's a password. She will go mad. And sis is mad at her and won't remove the password. I'm trying to find some other device. I might end up buying mom a computer but i don't have money

[Dkdfree]

Maybe its time to get your own place?

[Against_the_current in reply to Dkdfree]

I'm going to move out on 25th but i'm worried things might go worse. Now sis put a password on her computer and now mom can use mine but when i'm gone, she's gonna ask why sis has a pass Word and it will blow out. I asked sis to take it out and put passwords on her apps but she's mad at mom. I can't even go to the bathroom without them arguing and what if i move out

[hypercat54 in reply to Against_the_current]

The chances are they will resolve it without you. We have given you advice before about not putting yourself in the middle of things, but you still are. Leave them to battle it out and be the calming presence after the storm. By joining in you could even be making it worse.

[Against_the_current in reply to hypercat54]

I hope so. I needed to hear this because i'm going insane mom's gonna abuse her when i'm gone. I'm freaking out because mom may abuse sis when i'm out. I'm now wanting for sis to come from school and tell me what mom did the morning. I have like 4 hours to wait and i'm freaking out. I'm so anxious and i'm scared she's gonna Come and start telling me how mom and everyone else is terrible to her. I'm not thinking straight and i can't explain to her because i don't know whether is going on either. I'm already anxious and when she comes back and starts telling me i will panic and she's gonna get mad i'm panicing. Like she has no adequate adult. I'm freaking out.

[bethelbee]

As someone else said, don't get in the middle of everything! Just bide your time til you move out. Whatever happens after you move is on them and for them to work out. They need to work out things on their own. I hope you are able to move out when you say! You will be less stressed and happier.

[Against_the_current in reply to bethelbee]

Thank you