Sucky Night :(

[Lorarogers18]

I went to my friends basketball game to help take my mind off my depression and she won and I got to hang out with the family's baby so it was pretty great at the start... But When we hung out afterwards thats when I started feeling depressed again. My other friend came and her and the basketball player friend are really close, lately I feel like it's them and then me and they always interrupt me too so that doesn't exactly help. In total it was the basketball player, her close friend, another friend, and me. The other friend kept mentioning how she's ugly and she wants to die. of course, I told her she's not ugly but it just reminded me of my own situation. Anyway I found a pause in the 2 close friend's conversation and I said " thank for hanging with me when I came you guys" but nobody answered. It sucked! When I got home I just wanted to (not sure if i'm allowed to say it on this platform) harm myself. I didn't and I'm glad that I didn't but I still feel really terrible.