If someone loves you, why won't they listen?

[Deacon77]

I have addisons disease which causes me to have anxiety and easily go into a panic. It all stems from having my pituitary gland removed due to a tumor that was growing on it. I have nothing to help regulate my stress. When something bothers me and I try and tell my spouse they get mad and tell me I am trying to start a fight with them. They always say I want to argue. I will text them trying to tell them what I feel and what is going on to cause me anxiety and they won't respond. That causes me to panic even more and bombard them with texts. I just want them to acknowledge my feelings and not ignore me. I get physically sick after dealing with the anxiety and it makes me want to end my marriage but I can't because I love them. I have no one else to talk to. Any advice?

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hi Deacon, welcome to the site have you spoken to your doctor about this or do you have a counselor about this. My husband can be like this as well. I cry a lot as I have a lot of issues mainly with my family and the way they have shut me out there lives. I can not even see, talk look at pictures or anything of my 7 year old grand daughter. She is beautiful, luckily her father does send me pictures but I have no idea what she is doing how she is, it is heartbreaking and my husband will just will respond with karma will come. No I want to talk about it get some input. I can't drive right now I have Parkinsons and all types of mental issues that keeps me from getting behind the wheel. I live in the mountains in TN I only know one person, we go no where except to the doctor. I know one neighbor but my husband is a drunk and he has made her husband mad so he doesn't like her to spend time with me. I call some of the hotlines just to have some one to talk to, do you have those numbers? It might help you. I wish you the best, let me know if there is anything I can ever do to ever help. Debbie