I had a great therapy session yesterday. I have been back in therapy since February for my health anxiety. My therapist helped me realize that my body pain and sensations is a trauma responce to going through cancer treatment. A lot happened: I was misdiagnosed for 8 months, my primary tumor was very large, they collapsed my lung during my biopsy and I spent 22 days in the hospital due to a toxic reaction to one of the chemos. I thought I handled it all pretty well at the time, considering.
I am struggling today because I am still in pain. Logically, I know I need to be patient and reassure myself that I am safe. My brain isnt going to shut this is off like a light switch. I need time to process and adjust. Just feeling down.
I hope everyone has a great weekend!