the forgotten one

[Broken_one]

The emptiness starts to close in. Everyone starts judging you. You rather just end your life since your no longer afraid of dying but, you pee on a stick and you find out that your pregnant to someone who never felt anything for you. you start to wonder if he will forget the child just like he forgot about me for months. You fell for him the first time before he left then you get into a relationship where you tried to feel for that person you started to say i love you but you never actually meant it. You realized you were getting cold but not cold to only one person. That person is now your roommate and you want to leave but you know you leave your leaving for good. You rather become what you used to be and you became so good at it the forgotten one was who your meant to be. If this baby dont make it then thats the time to just fully let the demons take over

[Baseballmom3477]

I can relate to you. I am currently pregnant with my fiancé’s baby. We have tried this relationship off and on for three years. Everyday is a struggle because he hasn’t stayed faithful. I feel like I’m already mad at the baby and the baby didn’t do anything wrong. Every morning I thank God for what he has given me. It might not feel like much that day, but I do try.

[Broken_one in reply to Baseballmom3477]

I know it really sucks. I care a lot for the baby daddy but he cant stand me at times we sleep in two different rooms and sometimes we talk for hours but most we just pretend to know one another