Im not sure whats happening, a mixture of negative feelings, anger, sadness, anxiety
I had this friend on this forum, we gad gotten very close, texting back and forth for about a year or so, it wasnt daioy but every single time i opened the forum he was there, he had alot of struggles too but seemed well, he was alot older than me so alot the wiser, i also gave all the support i could, we genuinely had a good time chatting
he hasnt responded in two months, its not like him at all, he would always reach out every time i texted, and im worried honestly,i always tried to help back and nothing ever seemed worrisome before that., im praying its all good with him
i also feel numb because i feel everything in my life is going downhill, im starting to struggle with anger problems, snapping out on closed ones, over the simplest things, after i have an episode i just look back and say, “why did i do that, and what have i just done, i went crazy”
Im going to end making everyone hate me because im becoming so angry all the time and i cant control it, im not violent or anything but personality wise i need to find ways ti treat my recent anger issues
I dont understand when this all happened, it feels like im turning into someone i dont recognize, a bitter person who cares about the useless things in life. Im dissapointed in myself for the way i handled this whole day, my anxiety is still bothering me too, and theres so much crap going on with covid and university and the pressure is too much at times.
I need help before its too late..
there is just way too much pan
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