Anyone felt his way before or gave any advice?

[Meyer_Gdmnx]

Hi guys I hope everyone is staying safe and well and again I want to thank all of you for your continued support during these tough times. I have felt thus way for a long long time far before my health anxiety depression panic disorder and depression got out of control. I have this horrible feeling when we I step out into the world of what I want to do for a career whether that be comedy it football writing, I feel that there’s no way back like I can’t go back to things were before if I no longer like this new life or whatever I have a huge fear of gaining any notoriety even if it’s positive and I have no idea why or where that originated from but I truly believe if I were to be one successful in the two fields I love comedy/football I would end up either loosing my mind due to the notoriety and that would lead to other far worse scenarios. I don’t understand this fear or why I fade it and it’s a big reason why I do nothing why advice or help on this would be greatly appreciated

[FearIsALiar]

Believe in yourself !! You can do it

[MidnightBriarRose]

Hi, Meyer,It’s nice to read from you again! I think the reason you are afraid of becoming successful in the direction of your dreams is because, in some part of you, you feel like you don’t deserve the success. And, If this is the case, there is no reason to feel badly about this, as there are many people that fear success, for the same reason. And this is one of the biggest reasons why a lot of people don’t have the courage to go after their dreams.....because they think they don’t deserve it. So, if feeling like you don’t deserve to be happy, by becoming successful with your dreams, is the problem, then it is important to try to figure out how and why you have a sub conscious belief that you don’t deserve the success. And I have read, that in a lot of cases, this subconscious belief that one is not deserving of happiness or success, comes from things that happened to that person, during childhood or other events in the person’s life, ie some type of abuse, that causes the person to not feel worthy. And all these things can cause a person to acquire a low self esteem, which fundamentally, becomes the heart of a person’s sub conscious belief that they are “not good enough” to deserve happiness or success.

With that being said, I would strongly encourage you to consider the possibility that there could be some subconscious beliefs that are holding you back from being able to move forward in the direction of your dreams. But also know that it is absolutely possible to overcome your fears and create the life you dream of. Please feel free to PM me, if you need support or would just like to talk. And, as always, I wish you all the best!!! 🌿💐🌿💛🌿💐🌿