Okay, I am NOT done with this website!!!🙂

I want to thank everyone who was so kind towards me with my last post. I did not expect to get much of a response, and that was amazing!!!! So I won't leave. I will admit, I am not very well. It feels like my family is abandoning me, or that maybe I need to cut off contact with them, and it's a hard thing to accept. I need to be resourceful in 2021 and get a job again, however I'm not even sure where I'm living right now. I am on a Section 8 waiting list where I will find out on January 1st if I can get a voucher to be able to get my own apartment again. If anyone could just send prayers my way that I can obtain this voucher it would mean a lot to me. This thing is like a lottery, only some people are getting them. I don't know what's going to happen if I can't get one, my relationships with my parents and family have really gone south, I don't know what to do or say anymore to try to repair it, maybe it's best to walk away and don't look back. But I also want to stay out of a homeless shelter too. I'm so anxious. Thank you for listening. I'm so grateful for the great people on this site.❤️

[Agora1]

Googoodollsfan, you made a good choice in staying here. I do believe in the

power of prayer and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers in the next coming

week. May you get your own apartment again and be kept Safe.

As for your family situation, always keep the door open. I care xx

[FearIsALiar in reply to Agora1]

I agree! Please keep us updated

[FearIsALiar]

Hey googoodollsfan! I actually just read your last post and I’m so upset that someone told you to kill yourself? That is so unacceptable. I hope you reported that user whoever it was. I didn’t see the users comment so I’m unaware of who it was!

Of course there are some awful people in this world but don’t let some awful people ruin your mood. Don’t give them that power over you! You are amazing, gifted, loving, so sweet, understanding and so much more! Don’t let anyone tell you differently.

There’s been a fair bit of trolls on here but really they are just unhappy with themselves so they have to bring others down. It says nothing about you!

I’m very glad you are choosing to stay. I hope you can take my advice going forward or reach out to me through PM. I would love to chat! I will keep you in my prayers. Also there is actually the 700club where you can call in and they add you to a prayer list. You can either call them (which is easier and more comforting having someone pray while you’re on the phone) or you could email them! Look up 700club on google and I’m sure you will find something.

I can definitely relate with the relationship with your parents. I have a pretty okay relationship with my dad but my mom on the other hand is very very toxic. I stay in my room a lot because of her but I’m doing my best to not let her have that control over me where I just want to isolate myself. I know that won’t help me whatsoever.

We are grateful for you as well 💞 please reach out to me anytime.

[Hidden]

So glad you’re staying. This is the place where it’s more than okay to not be okay.

A word from someone that walked away from my family, if there is an ounce of betterment in the future for you, leave the door open. Once I closed mine there was no going back, however there was zero chance of change or mending going to happen for me. Choose what’s best for your personal growth, emotional and mental health.

I’m truly wishing the best outcome for your circumstances. Keep us updated. I’m so hoping there is a resource like 211 or other resource that can help you with perhaps HUD, employment/job training anything that can help you better your life going forward. 🌺💜

[just4mimi2002]

You got this, I am here if you need to talk

[MidnightBriarRose]

I agree with and echo everything that the other posters have said in reply to your post. I’m so glad you decided to stay and all of the suggestions made here are great advice! Just know that you are never alone and that you have support and people who care about you here. I believe that, as people, we are capable of great healing and also have the ability to change our circumstances for the better, if we take the necessary steps to heal ourselves and have faith that we can make the necessary changes in our lives to get to where we want and need to be. I am saying a prayer that God makes His presence known to you in a way that will resonate best with you.....and that He gives you the courage, strength and peace in knowing exactly how to proceed in all areas of your life.

💛🌈🌻

[bonkers65]

I'm glad you are staying

[Hidden]

Great news about you staying! Sending prayers your way!