Hi everyone! I am not currently suicidal, but I have been experiencing these rapid shifts in the way that I feel. I have had a lot going on in my life lately (on top of pandemic and politics-induced stressors) and I'm not sure if I'm just fed up with the world or if I am actually losing my mind. Sometimes I am suddenly overcome by the desire to kill myself. It's all I can think about sometimes, and I went as far as buying a bunch of pills the other day to do it. I have since flushed those because I am really scared, but I know one of these moods could happen again very soon. Should I seek help? Is there something wrong with me? Or is this just a result of my previously diagnosed major depressive disorder. Sometimes it feels like something more.
At my wit's end... ?: Hi everyone! I am... - Anxiety and Depre...
At my wit's end... ?
![florapeace profile image](https://images.hu-production.be/avatars/e3aaea4674f9464a873bb8a39be2c538_small@2x_100x100.jpg)
Written by
![florapeace profile image](https://images.hu-production.be/avatars/e3aaea4674f9464a873bb8a39be2c538_small@2x_100x100.jpg)
florapeace
To view profiles and participate in discussions please or .
Read more about...
1 Reply
•
Hey there! I'm sorry your going through this. Are you seeing a therapist? You should reach out to one and tell them everything your feeling and going through. I pray life gets better for you. Just hang in there.
Not what you're looking for?
You may also like...
New here: And about at my wits end!
he doesn't want to get \\"hooked\\" on a bunch of drugs, sometimes he doesn't take all that he is...
at my wits end
very conservative and won't use something like ability as an adjunct/mood enhancer to a standard...
Relationship ending because of my anxiety.
my anxiety and depression. They said “what if something happens and you freak out, I am left being...
At my ends
I've been doing what I can to be happy and healthy. I'm extremely depressed and anxious. I honestly...