Dilemma

[Earthchild10]

So as an anxiety sufferer.. I’ve been going through this severe anxiety more so now than ever because of the pandemic and my fiancé contributing..

He has an addiction problem 😔 and I’ve had hope he would get through it but he kept relapsing somehow.. I feel as if I have lost a friend, my go to person, the one person that understood me and everything I’ve ever been through. My heart feels heavy and I’m at a point where I’m not crying my eyes out. But I feel relieved yet sad.. because I realized I have to let go.

Because of his situation, it brings unnecessary negative energy into my life which I don’t need. As much as it hurts and as hard as it is.. it’s just another unfortunate event that happened in my life.

Just thought I’d share this. Not sure if anyone else could relate. But I could do with some support..

[sophie4]

Hello Earthchild10, I remember writing to you earlier in the week..when you first posted about this...did you receive it?This is sophie4.

Please forgive the briefness of this message to you, but, I was walking my lovely dogs this afternoon and became very ill. Still feeling lousy...I write to you as soon as I can.

Hang in there...

I sure can relate!!!!