It's kinda bad

[bluepianist]

Really bad headache today. Feeling hopeless. Utterly terrified of college and deadlines. Trying to finish a project but I can barely keep my head up. I felt myself slipping a while ago, but only this morning I felt it all wash over me at once. I haven't told any of my professors about my difficulties because I didn't want to give myself an excuse to layoff homework or any of the things I could do in high school. I've never liked sharing my mental health experience with teachers, friends, or my parents, but I'm really worried about these stupid projects that are ruining my life right now. That's an exaggeration, but I'm just really down right now and don't know what to do.

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Hi I’m sorry to hear you’re having a rough time with college. Want to encourage you to reach out to your professors/ advisors about it. Most colleges offer one on one tutoring and counseling for students, and many have therapy/ counseling resources for students. Look at your college website for a mental health support page or crisis support, or search similar phrases, maybe?

It’s hard to share mental health stuff but you might be pleasantly surprised by how helpful people can be. Best wishes.