Kinda sad...

[lovedogs51511]

I'm leaving my moms today cause my stepdad is coming back home. Mom and I will spend time together but when my dads home I don't hear from her as much. Just glad I was here for her while he was off working states away. She's always been there for me so I just wanted to be with her since dad was away. Anyhoo I just feel alone again but I thank you all for being a supportive group of wonderful ppl! Hope you all have a beautiful day!😎😎

[CazO46]

Hope we can always be there for one another ❤️🌈X

[lovedogs51511 in reply to CazO46]

I hope so too! I think everyone has been supportive, caring and amazing with such great advice!!

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Maybe you 2 need a little break! She'll be back for you..you know that!!! Love ya!!!

[Starrlight]

You have a beautiful day too Lovedogs! I’m always here for you!! 💕 😊 💕

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you starrlight!! Ill be here for you too ok!!! How are you feeling???

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

Struggling but could be worse. I have been getting fearful but I push through it and get things done although this is not a great quality of life, struggling s lot. How are you doing Lovedogs? 💕

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

I'm so sorry you are going thru this. I get that way so many days and its tiring. I'm ok sad I guess. Home alone again! Oh joy

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

You are right it’s tiring. Have you been getting any good sleep? Why are you sad?

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

Sleep is here and there. I had to come home today from my moms cause my stepdad is coming home after in Iowa a month straight. He couldn't be away from home again after doing out of state work a few years back. He would be gone a year at a time. So I guess I'm glad she's happy now but I will rarely hear from her now that he's home. It sucks cause I was having such a fun time with her.

[Starrlight in reply to lovedogs51511]

I’m glad you had a fun time with your mom. Maybe give her a ring every once in a while.

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Starrlight]

I definitely will. She calls every morning to just see if I'm breathing but that's it cause as soon as I say good morning she says ill text you later. Won't send text till 5 or 6 pm. Oh well she's really happy he's home now.

[Dubba61]

Oh, it's a shame that your stepfather spoils things for you, lovedogs. But, you are a good Daughter for your Mum and I know she appreciates you. Be happy that you have done the right thing. Hope you have a good day too. It's evening here in East England, but it's been a lovely Sunny day and I am happy that I've done a little garden tidying. 😊🌻✌️Dee

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Dubba61]

Oh thank you Dubba61!!! Means a lot what you said!! Its been a good first half of the day but now home in my small condo is depressing. I don't drive so I can't go for a drive. My moms home is huge with a bigger yard which I'm missing along with my mom. Like you said my dads ruining the time I had with her. Darn it!!! Oh well I guess. I'm so glad you had a beautiful day out in your garden😎😀

[Dubba61]

I have a tiny house and garden too lovedogs. And sometimes I'm lonely, I lost my lovely Mum not long ago. N I don't drive now, I find it too stressful. But I have learned to love the Peace of home and having my things around me, and making my little garden look pretty. It's the simple things, I think that make a life content. Best wishes lovedogs. 😊✌️🌻

[crowningglory19]

It's great that you were able to be there for your Mom in her time of need! I understand the hole it leaves to be away from her again and what to do with your time now. Have you thought of volunteering in some way that interests you, maybe at a group home or something? That way you are fulfilling a need for both you and someone else. =)

[lovedogs51511]

Thanks for your message. I was just saying what do I do with myself now that my stepdad is back. Back lonely again. Ill look into the volunteering. Thanks have a wonderful day!!😀😎

[Lindabellle]

How are you doing now that you are back at home?

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Lindabellle]

Alone trying to get my mind straight before going back to work. Just moved to st George Utah. New psych nurse so just working with him getting meds working good. Quit antidepressant and smoking so I'm basically losing my mind right now!! Lol. So yea life is not worth living most days. How are you?

[Lindabellle]

Kinda sucky, too. And, being alone really SUCKS! Having a good-bye dinner for my son in a couple of hours. He got a job promotion (yay!) but is moving tomorrow several hours away. Should be excited for him, but can't stop the tears. Afraid the crying mom will ruin the party. Thank heavens for my dog--even though he leaves presents for me to step in sometimes. Do you have a dog to help you through the days? What do you like to do to pass the time?

[lovedogs51511 in reply to Lindabellle]

Oh dear yea that will be hard if he moved away but like you said he got a promotion!!! That's a great thing!! I haven't had a furry friend since my lab shepherd mix Cheyenne passed away. Been 7 long and miserable years!😭😭 Dogs are full of love, joy and happiness and that's all I want is another best friend. What breed do you have?? Yes they always seem to leave us presents don't they!!😄😄 Hope to get job and be able to get one again. I'm still heartbroken!! Oh have a blast at his party!!😁🎇🎆🎉🎊 Not having a dog means I just stare at tv wasting my life away. Housebound from anxiety. Not a fun existence. That's why I said I hate waking up everyday. No life so why live?? Anyhoo, just give your son lots of love!!