is my parents making me feel sad or is it me

[iamawesome]

the thing below is my story i hope you can read it how should i cope with it if there is no one supporting me

[Hidden]

So sorry to hear what you are facing. I understand even though I dont have any friends I can understand how bad it feels when your parents word through like a knife. It feels terrible even I dont get a lot of privacy to cry. Usually I go to bathroom and cry while keeping hands on my mouth trying hard not to scream. They call me crazy that I go to bathroom so often and stay there for too long. They dont understand how terrible they make me feel. I also feel suicidal but just like you I am too scared to attempt it. So all I do is to pour my emotions on pieces of paper that will be read by no one. I dont understand why most of the parents just dont try to understand mental health. The school shold teach about mental health to parents. It is really important. Maybe the suicidal rate will go down.

[iamawesome in reply to Hidden]

i never knew that people would relate to me soo much. i also write in my diary i have two nobody has ever read that because its not a fluffy pink book it is a casual book where u normally write notes in it so nobody suspects me and if ur reading this keep your secret diary in a casual book its a great tip that helped me so much i lay it on the table and nobody cares. and thankyou asha u are really a great and wonderful person i hope you have a great day