People are what make me most sad

[Kevin87]

I just get so upset by the uncontrollability of everything. The chaos. On a global level Everything going wrong right now we have done to ourselves. On a personal or social level everything going wrong right now is due to the actions of others. The only person I can control is myself obviously, so what do I do when I’m just so saddened and angered by people in general. I hate sounding so defeatist but I’m sorry, people are ******* horrible.

The dilemma is that there are so many people I love, but everyone else just makes me so upset. Sometimes I feel like people are the ones who make me depressed and not some sort of bull**** “chemical imbalance”.

In a way I’m at a point where I’m having some sort of existential crisis- losing my job, watching the world literally melt, and having my own aspirations just going nowhere after putting forth maximum effort. Sometimes I feel as if I’m God’s plaything, I’m some sort of joke and only here on earth to be made an example of.

You can try your absolute hardest and want something for your entire life only to have it just never come to be..and watching all of this stuff happen to the world around me doesn’t exactly make me feel hopeful for my future or the future of others in general.

Does anyone else feel like this? Have you felt like this before and recovered?

I feel like the actions of others have hardened my heart

I just want to be happy again...

[lillyofthevalley37]

Where ever there is people there is bother and it's clever of you to notice it at a young age , people develop that attitude later on in life

[Gjkas]

Hi Kevin, Yeah, people get on my bloody nerves as well Some of these people I've never even met. Like the Scientists that send all these Rockets to the Moon and wherever else they send them to.

Trillions and Trillions of Pounds of our money is used for that .and for what???.

When that money could be used to help Kids with Cancer, people like us with CHRONIC ILLNESSES .So much to make this World a much better place .

BUT NO, they just waste it polluting the atmosphere. Pieces fall out of the Skies.

( Where the hell do all the debri fall .????

ON THE EARTH. !!!! ).

Medication have been made and proven to be able to help certain Conditions..

But we can't have them because of the cost, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

It makes me so mad.

Man Himself have ruined this World.

But then I ask myself, IF GOD MADE HEAVEN AND EARTH.

Why the hell can't he stop all the SHIT that's happening here on Earth. Or just blow it up and start again..

With no more suffering, no more Pain, everyone equal.

No more cruelty to Animals...

Oh, i could go on and on. But I had better finish for now. MY HANDS ARE VERY PAINFUL, BECAUSE OF THE RHEUMATOID.

I would like to be Happy again as well.

But I can't see that happening until this horrible Fibromyalgia Pain have gone.

I call it the, DEVILS N DISEASE

HOPE YOU'LL SOON FEEL WELL AGAIN . Gjkas x.

[cnam]

I do understand that feeling. I believe that it's that people today have loss their FAITH!! There's no Godless in people anymore. Everything and anything goes these day

Watch all the disgusting things on TV. And on prime time. People are de Desensitize, they have no value in themselves or anyone else.

[Amelua]

I certainly agree that people also upset me a lot too. On my list, that even includes my family whom have disowned me, used and abused me, and some still do to this day. However I'm stuck where I can't harden my heart even at the one who keeps giving me the hardest time. That's due to the fact that that heartache person, is a child that I was betrayed to rescue when he was 3, at that age, what child doesn't need love, and therefore I was forced to love him, yet to this day the childs family has left all the worries to me alone. And as time and new difficulties arise, their only effort is to back away even further, and throw custody in my face, to force me to keep doing for the child. Therefore, I hope the best for you, in dealing with this difficult issue, and just remember, your not the only one that gets upset by other people.

[froggymom88]

The world can be most distressing with all the horrible things going on and seems to be getting worse. You are right that we can't change others but we always have choice over our own thoughts and actions. I've learned to turn to God and pray every day for guidance and wisdom. I try to do things with my life and time to help others no matter how small or simple it might be. You are not God's plaything. He loves you and will help you through difficult times. I have found this to be true in my life. I no longer get angry at the people around me, I pray for them and I will be praying for you too. God's peace.