Why Be Nice?

[LonelyJ0]

Some days are easier than others. Right now I I’m just mad at myself for trying to be a friend to my ex. Instead I got used, played and lied to. I feel so stupid I could beat myself up literally. I’m trying not be to hard on myself but it’s hard. Being reminded of what I use to have with this person and to see it right in front of me but no longer be included is hard. I’m a good person, with a big heart. People take advantage of us good people. The actions of people who I thought were my friends make me not want to engage with people. Yet I yearn for human contact. It’s a double edged sword. Open up to people with the fear of being hurt more. It hurts my heart to know how someone who one day is your friend and the very next day do a 360. I pray I can heal my heart only time will. tell.

[FearIsALiar]

I know the feeling. My boyfriend cheated on me sadly for a long time...Having trouble letting him go. He’s been asking me for forgiveness and saying he won’t mess it up this tjme. I know it’ll hurt me more in a way to let him go but I may have no other choice. I have a big heart just like you and got taken advantage of but sometimes we have to set boundaries! Never settle for less than what you deserve. I feel so lonely..I don’t have many friends and it’s hard to even make any since Covid. Such a tough time for everyone right now. You will get through this. Just block him on all social media’s and block his number and move on! You can do this, I believe in you. PM me if you need a friend 💕