Mental Hell with Depression & Anxiety

[par3eagl]

I am not sure the difference between being Bi-Polar 2, or Major Depression? Either way they both are awful. I have wanted to end my life so many times because I'm not getting any better. I keep thinking about my son and daughter and siblings that would be devastated. I'm in mental hell. I'm so sick and tired of going to Rite-Aid and taking the latest ABC's of anti-depressant and anti-psychotic medications. None have give me relief. Now I find myself isolating and not wanting to see people or go out in public. My whole life I've been very social. Not sure how to break this vicious cycle.

[bonkers65]

That's exactly how I feel. Have to force myself to do just the basics. I have tried a lot of AD's too but can't seem to find anything that helps. I'm at my wits end.