desperate mess

[roachkid]

its ironic that when i actually reach out i get ignored lmao

[TailWags]

Not sure what you mean

[roachkid in reply to TailWags]

im no good at asking for help so im a little bitter when i actually try to but get ignored

[hypercat54 in reply to roachkid]

If you mean your last post you didn't put it on this site but the mental health one which is a lot less active. Try putting it here instead.

healthunlocked.com/mental-h....

[Ilovepugs123]

If you ever need someone to talk too, I am here Feel free to message me on this website whenever you need a friend or to talk.

[roachkid in reply to Ilovepugs123]

that means the world to me

[Hidden]

You are not alone in this.....I too, suffer with anxiety and depression. Please feel free to reach out. I'm here for you.

[roachkid in reply to Hidden]

thank you so much. samegoes to u or anyone else.

[TailWags]

Im not sure what the site problem is but your post before this one would not let me reply.

I dont know much about disociation, but you certainly dont sound stupid to me. Brains are complex and do all sorts of things. Some amazing, some confusing, some annoying.

[roachkid in reply to TailWags]

thank you for trying. i wasnt in a good mental space when i made this post but having people like you interacting and giving insight makes me feel so much better

[Hidden]

I'm sorry you felt that way. Nobody here is ignored so to speak. I for one look at a lot more posts than I respond to posts. This is because I either haven't dealt with that issue before, don't know what to say and/or don't feel that I can give a good contribution.

[roachkid in reply to Hidden]

ive seriously got some abandonment issues.. my emotional mind took over my rational mind the second i felt abandoned. thank you for caring and making the effort to interact. thats all i really needed and it means the world to me. i figured no one would respond to this post either so i vented and i feel bad now for it like i guilted others into caring. i hate being bitter

[Hidden in reply to roachkid]

I understand all of this, from having the emotional mind take over to then feeling bad. All I can say is please don't feel bad. We're all here for each other.

I'm just sorry that you felt abandoned again.

So tell me, is having the emotional mind take over what disassociation means? I'm really curious because my psychiatrist suspects dissociative moments in me.

[roachkid in reply to Hidden]

dissociation is more of an involuntary mental distancing of reality. it can take form in feeling spaced out and an unableness to reconnect with your immediate surroundings. dissosiation can even result in an 'out of body' experience. Often you dont feel real or that there is a disconnect to your body.