My dream

Appreciate I would never revel this anywhere else

I think this is a different site as it should be

My dream was to be a

Us marine

And rescue helicopter medic and jumper

I used to practice and rehearse in my room visualizing

The dream is still there but too many counselors ad psych people are freaked by the military word

I'm a ex veterinarian and anesthesia which counts for nothing in mddi one as they dint take our experience as real or something and my family w/o don't resize the hundreds of hours per week in clinics

They tell me how it is

We as vets have no reserve no union. No medicine they just dump us like the Vietnam nurses who again nobody knows about

At least it be a?somebody as nobody takes us seriously

I'd rather be a marine Any day

At least it be a somebody

However I try to counsel myself to be a rudy not give Up and

U don't have to actually be a mar I e to act and have integrity like a marine

I'm broken headtdd and have half a mind to walk from Tennessee to Paris island and stand in front of the gate til they arrest me or let me in

Stupid I know

Some dreams just dint go away

One of my deepest regrets

All my experience in emergency and bet anesthesia seventeen cars per day in small Nimal plus six large animal means nothi g

I haven't a clue as to why our experience is somehow not real

Shock is shock trauma is trauma

Somehow we are inferior because rework on animals or whatever it is

[Ladybug9]

Your experiences ARE real. And not any less important than anyone else who serves others. You are NOT Inferior! And no one should EVER make you feel as though you are.

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Kind

Dirty doc at hospital because he was?against the Vietnam war

His right but my right to want to defend the south vietnMeses people

There are good doctors

Lots look down T us

Glad to be with people

This site very kinf. Kind people

I try to pass it Ion. Thanks

Bless u soon much to u u make a big difference very Vv accepting and generous to u

Tk u

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Hey Brig57. Haven’t seen you on here in awhile. I hope you’re doing ok.

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Ur very very kind to care

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❤️

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I get what you are saying. I am a us military vet and I don’t leave my home. So because of that they pretty much do nothing. I sit and imagine how to get my shit together but I seem to just fail.