Stepping back to reflect, listening to what my soul wants

[Starrlight]

All of a sudden so much school info

All of a sudden I feel life is moving too fast for me like I can’t see, can’t catch it all in time to really understand what is happening

All of a sudden I’m in my own little world as I try to find shelter, protection, escape,

Evasion offers itself to me but since I care too much, I move into the next, which is Acceptance that life throws the most impossible curve balls

I was thinking about curve balls earlier and how they used to hit softer

I was thinking about how looking back the days were simpler and I miss it like I miss my brother

So now I think of him and tears wiped, help make my prayer real enough even though him leaving still seems like a dream, actually I notice that now He is more like a fading dream playing in my minds eye and in my heart as I pray for the kind of peace I hope he has