Self realizations

So I just got home from work and I'm laying on the couch gonna take a nap since i got 0 sleep last nite. When i realized something.

1) Every relationship I've ever had, ended with me being cheated on. I never realized how bad it hurt me. Because I never really cared about them it was all about sex. Until I met the last girl I dated, she changed me, I was in love. When she cheated and left it broke me in a way I didn't know was possible. And I'm realizing that even though all the other relationships were nothing but sex, getting cheated on still hurt.

2) I seem to be attracted to skanks, I think I need to find a higher class girl.

3) I'm either unlovable or a terrible boyfriend.

Why do y'all gotta cheat? It fuckin hurts man. Why can't you just leave if you aren't happy with things and don't wanna make an effort to work on the relationship. Why do you need to damage us? Is it some kind of female jealousy thing? Like I don't want him, but I'm gonna fuck him up so bad that any new chick ain't gonna want him either.

[kleelibby]

Here’s my theory. Women and/or men who are unhappy in a relationship, screw around to hook up with someone else before they break up with their partner. Really a chicken shit way to do it.

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From all the past lives I can remember. I didn't do anything to deserve this

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You're right. I was probably being obnoxious. Sorry.

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It's fine I don't get offended easily