My thoughts

[Swailee]

Today was a rough day for me I had to end things with my significant other when they were just starting......he’s amazing in almost every way besides his trust issues which is something he can’t get over no matter what I try to do to get him to trust me it’s not enough every week we have a argument it’s usually dragged over 1-3 days we make up but this is my first time being vulnerable and allowing myself to catch real feeling so idk if that’s why I want it to work so bad or because I really felt something or maybe it’s because the people around me have significant others Idk I feel lost and like everything is out of control besides him I’ve been bumping heads with the people in m house I guess the pandemic forcing us to be around 24/7 has brought out the other sides of us that we don’t see and then again I’m a person who needs a break from people

Sorry that was kinda a word vomit but I figure I’ve had the app for some days now and I should start using it

[Hidden]

I get it. I need my alone time to think and chill. I think you are wise in recognizing you might not be compatible with your sig other. It is good to cut things off if the relationship isnt healthy. It sounds to me that you are doing pretty good considering the difficult times we are in. Pat yourself on the back.

[Swailee in reply to Hidden]

Thanks.......but even after I ended things we still were kind of texting (I had a little hope left) and he was saying he misses me but then he went to a part with a girl (his ex best friend) he told me not to worry about I know he’s free now but that’s messing my head up now because it’s the dame girl he said not to worry about and he just keeps using the excuse that he’s not good in relationships and his trust is messed up but after seeing that and how’s he’s handling things my head is spinning kinda out of control and I could use help to really get him out of my system....

[Hidden in reply to Swailee]

Maybe cut off communication with him so u arent aware of whats going on with him.

[Swailee]

This is my first time catching real feelings and this sucks because now I’m hurting really badly I know it’s not the end of the the works but man I had high hopes for us

[Hidden in reply to Swailee]

Dont settle for a dysfunctional person who isnt willing to change. Being alone for now will help you figure out who and what the right person will need to be.

[Swailee]

I cut off all communication from him including blocking his phone number and he downloaded a texting app to text me apologizing and saying how’s he’s no good for me and he even said he loved me for the first time which threw me completely threw a loop but I spoke my mind and said he needs alone time to grow and mature so hopefully things work out for him and maybe we can possibly fix us but if not I’ll just have to accept it

[Hidden in reply to Swailee]

Sounds right. Stay strong.